Over the years, I’ve felt the spirit of fear creeping and rearing it’s ugly head in my life. I have now associated that fear with fearful being around me. People who have never taken huge risks in life in order to succeed.
When I talk about creating the life I most desire, I see the eye rolls, I see that faces. The attitude is like “Are you ever going to give this up and get back to reality?”
The last two years of my life have been the ugliest. I’ve felt the most fearful I have ever felt in this world, but one thing these tough times have taught me is having FAITH IN GOD.
Man, I can’t tell you how many times, just this month alone, The Lord has seen me through.
So when people are like “You still want to do music?” “You still want to make Little Miss Gabby a household name?” My reaction is “So, you don’t look forward to your dreams coming true?”
It’s so sad how life happens to some people and they just take it. They accept it and say “Well this is what God wanted!” No ma’am, or sir. We were created to prosper and soar. We were created to do things uniquely.
I know I have a purpose bigger than settling for a mediocre job, getting married to some man, having some kids, and get stuck in some routine. If this is your life and you are content and happy, please don’t be offended. Everyone should be happy, but that would make me so far from happy.
I am at the point now that I make plans in private. That is one of the lessons I learned these past two years. Everyone does not desire what your desire for your life. Hell, some people can’t even respect what you want for your life.
I had to stop telling people what I was doing because of their fear that I would fail at it. I know they don’t mean to be malicious, but they are so afraid to step out, they say things that make you kinda scared to step out.
I remember I use to pack my bags in a second and take a 12 hour road trip, but I almost got stuck thinking how dangerous that is.
No more! More more letting the fearful make me fearful.
I am FEARLESS. I have always been FEARLESS, and I will ALWAYS be FEARLESS.
Be fearless my friends. Whatever it is in your heart, right it down. Create a plan to execute it.
You can take my word for it or you can just sit back and watch what I am doing with Little Miss Gabby.
I love you.
I can’t get myself to understand why someone would stay in retail for years. I am not judging by any means, but I’ve been so miserable at my retail job lately.
I guess once you move up the ranks you like your job better, but I honestly don’t plan to stick around to find out.
The only kind of job for me is a creative one where I am Head Creator…lol
I know that I have a lot of work ahead of me to get Little Miss Gabby off the ground, but I am more than willing to do so to make sure that I am not 50 still working a job I am not satisfied with, retail or something else.
There are pros to my job though. I get to interact face to face with customers, I met some great co-workers, and I get a pay check. LOL!
Cons - the walking and lack of creativity with my job. Oh and the cleaning the store all night after the triflin customers leave. I don’t know how some people feel it’s okay to be so careless about things. Just leave piles of clothes anywhere. LOL! Lord.
At the end of the day though I THANK God for blessing me with a job and I don’t take my eyes off the prize for NOT ONE MINUTE. Esp lately. I am so determined to get “there”.
I thought this was funny too. Even though I’m not at Walmart, I did almost cry a couple of days. LOL!
So I am proud to say that legally, Little Miss Gabby is back in business. I still have to pay to receive my certificates, but I am recognized by the state of Louisiana as a business.
Now on with this campaign so I can get everything I need to get my website up and running.